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Wednesday, July 23, 2003

I feel dirty. Real dirty. I haven't showered for 3 days. Heh yeah disgusting but shut up. I'll shower soon. Anyways. I dunno what I'm doing today. I really want to go to Guitar Center and get my bass. Or maybe I'll just quit Hello Sally! because Izzy's like... mad at me. I mean I'd like to be in the band but my inspiration of writing is gone and I don't think I'm up to it. If Izzy or Candice can convince me not to quit, I'll stay in the band. I could use that money for college. But let's stop talking about that. I wrote a poem last night. It's not based on any life experiences. It's more like a man is emotionally broken down because his love left him and some lady tries to tell him he won't get hurt if she loves him. So tell me what you think alright?

Déjà vu it seems

Bleeding heart full of needles

Crushed by love

Now your palms stained with red

The scent of love on your hands

Devotion, passion, affection of mine

Bury your head in your hands

Let tears wash it away

Frozen your heart is

Forever will it stay?


Tuesday, July 22, 2003

Man was today funny. I woke up around 12:30 (pretty early for me) And I go online. I played some games with Tony. Lost like all of em except for one because I was a lucky duck. And then Benji came home (to my house, he's temporaily living here) and I hanged out with him. He's only one, but he's cute as heck. We played hide and seek and I rolled on the floor having more fun than him... again. But anyways, I read some of "Legally Blonde." It's pretty good. Better than the movie. And I had dinner and went shopping at Tysons. Didn't buy anything. I saw suspenders that were black and white striped but I didn't want to waste my twelve dollars on suspenders when I could of gotten a Paul Frank tee that said "Joe" on the front and "Mamma" on the back. I couldn't afford it because it cost 22 dollars without tax and that's all I had. Ooh at Pacific Sunwear, the guy was hitting on my cousin! It was funny. He looked like a stoned surfer with bad hygiene (Worse than my hygiene, I haven't showered for 2 days) She asked to look at the wallet which is behind the counter and she's holding it and he's like "Nice hands." Dude what sorta freak hits on a girl and says that? And he's like "You shouldn't get that one" And blah I turned around and looked at the socks because I couldn't stop laughing. He was really gay or something. And she looked another wallet and she bought it and when he rang it up he's like "Ooh magnetic" and she handed over the giftcard and then he's like "The total balance on the card is 1.43" in a really corny voice and she's like "Woo" in a sarcastic voice. And we left and I was like "LOL! HA 'You have nice hands'" Man that guy was a fruit. When we were leaving, it was pouring so I had to wait in this alley thingy with my cousin and Benji. Benji and I were racing with invisible people. I'd push his stroller up and down the alleyway and some lady kept laughing because she thought it was cute. And she told me I'd make him sick but noooo. Benji was laughing and being cute and stuff. But I had to run out in the rain to get to the car. And my uncle had to pick up my brother from David's place and we did. We could of left him there but we didn't because we thought my brother would cry for my mommy. And we go home and I go online and look at French Kitty stuff. It's really cute. Except for this one tee with cat eyes. It looks like your boobs have eyes. Well all this writing is making me hungry.


Sunday, July 20, 2003

Heh heh. It's Benji taking a dookie! This is in the past.

OOH REJECTED! Hahah. Billy is kool!

Heh heh Joel and Benji! Looks like they're in love!

BENJI BENJI BENJI! MY FAVORITE MEMBER OF THE BAND!

PAUL THOMAS MY IDOL!

Haha Joel's jump roping!

Billy and Paul are eating some noodles.

Heh heh yeah! KILLING AVRIL! This cartoon rocks!

Good Charlotte posing for camera.

Good Charlotte's still my favorite band. "Bloody Valentine" is the best song!


Gaze and your breath will be taken away because yes, I have made a new layout! It's Vampire Hunter. Pretty kool if I do say so myself. Yes yes, I am not that modest as you can see. I don't care if you think I'm a conceited person because I'm not. I am a person who isn't a sore loser because second place is still good as first. But anyways. Let's talk about my day and my vacation. I came back from Destin, Florida yesterday. I love my house! A computer, a comfortable bed, good food, a whole wardrobe; it's fantastic! I loved the beach though. I went on a plane from Reagan National and landed at Memphis, Tennesse. This HOT white guy was staring at me. (I guess because they never seen that many asians) I waited with my family for an hour or so waiting for the next plane to take us to Florida. The plane hurted my ears. Well when I got to Florida, my dad got the rental car and we drove to the house. We got lost because Florida sucks at numbering buildings. But I got to open the door! Because I had the key. My family, Benji's family, and Tommy and Vinnie's family were the first to arrive while my other family mates were still driving. But it was okay. I went to the beach a lot. Swam in the private pool we had. I was going to go skinny dipping but my cousins were like "COME BACK HERE!" and my cousin Andrew told on me and my mom was going to kill me but I told her I didn't go skinny dipping. I went shopping like everyday. And I went go karting. Pretty fun. The week by fast. I only got presents for a select group of people. (three people to be exact) Oh well. Today, I woke up and I had to go to church. I come home and go online. No one's on! And so I'm bored to death. Kat and Johnny and their parents came over. Johnny kept crying because he's a brat. He's still cute. And I went over to Sonny's new house. And Benji and I were playing hide and seek (it was actually more like me running away and saying 'boo' when I saw him because Benji's only one and doesn't get the concept of hide and seek) I rolled around the floor a lot at their new house and Benji was running around me. Kat said I was having more fun than Benji. It was weird because he was suppose to be laughing but all he did was look at me. Then we went to Safeway, got ice cream, and then to a chinese place to get some food. And I come home, go online and still no ones on. So here I am updating my xanga again. Man, my life sucks! That's it for now. And people, stop asking for props okay? You sound like desperate people. And selfish people. I will give you props if you are a worthy enough person. So STOP ASKING. Well I think I wrote enough... Virginia's boring because mAc and Nach are in Orlando and they're staying there for 10 days with my cousin Breanna. It's like a boot camp. They go swimming everyday because mAc is preparing for the swim team. And Nach is her escort because mAc is afraid to go on a plane by herself. Yes there are child molestors so you should be watching wherever you go. And ooh I might make a new sn soon. So watch out. A random person might IM you and that person could be me.


Saturday, July 19, 2003

People, I am back! Vacation's over and back to reality. I got a tan. I loved it except for the part when I had to spend my vacation with a million people and that I had to share a bed and when sand got in my swimsuit bottoms and the part when my cousin untied my top for a measly 20 bucks! What a perv. And I started to cry and break down and PMS and dude... it was weird. But vacation was still kool.



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